In time for Father’s Day this June, Brian Komei Dempster’s two poems offer beautiful and poignant insight into one father’s struggle with a boy who “is an oak” and “can’t grasp // scattered leaves / of our words.” The push and pull between the couplets and single-line stanzas in “Gold and Oak” mimic the father’s desire to connect with a son who often cannot be reached. The war-like and unpredictable battles of fatherhood — especially for the father of a minority child — in “My Son Loses Teeth Across Time, Space, Race, and War” reveal themselves in the poem’s frenetic spacing. Dempster’s poems, similar to the son in these poems, communicate their heart-rending narratives not only with their unforgettable images but also formally in their unspoken white spaces.
— Eugenia Leigh, Poetry Editor
Gold and Oak
The deaf hear music
like gold coins
in their stomachs.
My boy is an oak,
receives the wind
of our conversation
can’t grasp
scattered leaves
of our words. My father's brass,
my brother's string make
sense to him:
Gold comes out clear
from the slide,
laughter folds inside
the bell’s rim, ducks
fly out, wonk and quack
in air. A sound
forest. Oak hums
bright, then
deep. The bow smooths out
the noise
in his head,
brown eyes lit
from inside,
my gilded sapling.
My Son Loses Teeth Across Time, Space, Race, and War
Wherever I am is war. Miles and miles from Grace. Don't leave me. Alone
with him. I run through storms of words
beneath a sky of glittering teeth. Our son Brendan
grinds his molars, I block out
sound. “Traitor.” Sand stings
my eyes, the sun darkens my face. “Spy.” One eye
on him. Where was she? A tooth
could crack. Disappear. White icicles falling
into my brain. “Terrorist.” His scream strafes
the air. Don't yell
so loud. Everywhere I go, I am bound. You're scaring him. I dive
into a trench, cover my ears. Strap his helmet, a guard
over his mouth. Eyes
on him. He falls. Blood fire. A necklace
of teeth. Tongues
cut. Through the wall, moaning. Who was
I? “Jap.” She would know. I didn't mean
to. My half-white face tinted
red. Liquor flares. Hairpin triggers. His high
pitch. Morning sirens. Planes steam behind clouds. Dripping faucet
in a stone room. Shiny white pebble, his mouth
bleeding. Stain on linen. My son
on his knees. He’ll never know
the pledge. Wounded. Heaving
breath. Voltage that pains, but doesn’t
kill. To not know, but to hear
in our cells. “We will hunt you down.” A weight
against my temple, I begged to leave. Will we make it? Blindfolded. It’s not
too late. I’ll see it coming.
If I wake.
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